Daily Orange Juice

Travis+Morgan::Engagement

2009-10-06T21:09:00.003-05:00

A great couple who really enjoyed their session after being a little nervous about being out in public taking pictures. they were real troopers! thanks guys

Rocky & Bella birthday party

2009-09-15T22:27:00.004-05:00

This past weekend I was invited to attend a birthday party for the grandchildren of a lady I work with at the daycare. Her name is Alma and she is a great friend and cook. I had never been to a Hispanic birthday and realized when I got there on time, it was normal for them to be late. friends and family dribbled in and out all night. It was great meeting new people and enjoying good food, but I was there strictly for support and to rock the camera. The little ninos would not slow down so it was a challenge to shoot them all night. after a few whacks on the giant pinatas and cake the party was over and the presents waited for another time to be opened; strange, the kids did not say anything about them. sweet time

splash summer swim bash

2009-09-12T22:04:00.002-05:00

Bell Family

2009-08-23T22:16:00.002-05:00

fascinated

2009-08-12T11:57:00.001-05:00

my girl

2009-08-07T07:39:00.000-05:00

Marshal+Hollye Wed

2009-07-27T20:49:00.003-05:00

Cox Family

2009-07-26T23:22:00.002-05:00

friday July 17

2009-07-17T20:10:00.000-05:00

Ceballos family rewind

2009-07-14T22:11:00.002-05:00

Katie+Justin wedding

2009-07-12T13:31:00.002-05:00

flying through the summer

2009-07-09T20:11:00.003-05:00

I realize I haven't written anything significant in awhile, just posting photography. sorry if that has upset some of you if there is anybody still checking this silly blog out. I have been working hard to complete my business website jaretkellybenson.com which is successfully up and running (check it out). life has been absolutely crazy the past couple months and I feel that I don't have the energy to give you a complete breakdown of it all. here's a quick review so far:

-struggling to stay up with my one online seminary course
-lifeguarding under the hot texas sun for the summer, love it
-trying to balance two additional jobs
-constant pain when sitting for the past couple weeks because of unexpected surgery, I'm ok though
-photography, photography, and more photography (shooting a couple weddings soon)
-devoting little time with Jesus which causes all others to suck and be meaningless
-not much time to hang out and fellowship with friends because of previous points listed

It's hard to believe that this summer is passing so quickly. I feel overwhelmed and the ability to slow down and grow is slipping away. I enjoy good challenges and try my best to endure while being patient. so far I seem to be walking the journey well, but honestly struggle more than I know. I come to realize the extreme importance of surrounding yourself with people who love you and can help you walk or run through life and its many valleys. we are not meant to strive on our own. failing so much is proof that humbles us when trying to run the race solo. for too long I have done this and can't seem to figure things out. perhaps I too need help.
may the Lord of all provide rest and grace for the weary and brokenhearted who continue to give it all they have and continue fighting with passion.

Ceballos family

2009-07-08T16:50:00.001-05:00

The Bermans

2009-06-24T22:31:00.003-05:00

My Dad

2009-06-21T23:14:00.002-05:00

Here's to you dad, happy father's day. I love you.

busy weekend

2009-06-21T23:08:00.003-05:00

I seem to have lost all my followers. What happened? What did I do? anyways, I helped shoot my first wedding this father's day weekend. It was a blast.

Georgetown + San Antonio

2009-06-08T22:39:00.004-05:00

Spent this last weekend down south. Drove to Georgetown on friday for a friend's wedding from college. It was wonderful, the ceremony was beautiful and the weather perfect. The second half I drove even further to spend the rest of the weekend with my grandpa. Saturday evening we went all out hispanic with dinner and an awesome latin dance show on the crowded river walk. the show was delightful and entertaining.

Georgetown wedding:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

NEW website coming soon

2009-06-04T10:20:00.001-05:00

soon and very soon I will be moving, not physically but digitally. you can check it out at

jaretkellybenson.com

The Woodlands

2009-06-01T00:01:00.001-05:00

check mate

2009-05-27T23:22:00.002-05:00

Hawaii trip 2009

2009-05-26T00:08:00.010-05:00

evening dinner

The state is beautiful!

monuments

2009-05-25T17:27:00.003-05:00

memorial day. thanking our troops!

(I'm making a series of posts that will add to the previous iconic structures)

going green

2009-05-25T16:27:00.002-05:00

upon returning to the house, we found this growing in our front yard. I've never seen anything like it and in full bloom if I'm not mistaken. saving trees one roll at a time.

little friend

2009-05-25T00:05:00.005-05:00

I frequently posts photos of children because everyone loves cute faces (that's not the only reason). They are so intrigued by the camera they always give you great expressions and emotions. To take great shots of them you have to get down to there level. In doing so you observe and appreciate a whole new perspective of the world around no matter how big or small.

under construction+Hawaii vacation coming soon

2009-05-24T23:45:00.003-05:00

Aloha! I know the three of you who keep with this site are waiting for photos. I hope to have them posted soon.

We are glad to be back in Texas. It took awhile because of certain airline difficulties, but we finally made it. It would have been nice to stay a couple more days in beautiful Hawaii, but work was calling and I was getting my tan on too fast. The islands were beautiful and the people were amazing, so friendly and willing to share with us as family. Don't worry. I won't keep you waiting too long.

emotion screams louder

2009-05-13T18:15:00.000-05:00

nooks and alleys

2009-05-12T23:33:00.000-05:00

monuments

2009-05-11T22:30:00.000-05:00

nephew turns the big 3

2009-05-09T21:30:00.002-05:00

A pirate's life for me...ARRR

evan...back on the streets of BIG D

2009-05-09T00:46:00.001-05:00

bestest friends

2009-05-09T00:41:00.002-05:00

A couple always willing to take photos is a great thing especially when they make what you shoot awesome.

a new morning

2009-05-08T13:53:00.002-05:00

another one bites the dust

2009-05-07T16:00:00.002-05:00

(crime scene)

Even I can be an extreme logger, in my own backyard that is. I stood in the guts of the fallen and basked in the thrill of victory. put a mean machine in my hands and destruction will follow. it might seem a little dangerous, but to me it's conquering the wild even if it is domesticated. there is just something about bringing a tree down with your bear hands that feels awesome.

Marshal + Hollye

2009-05-03T22:02:00.006-05:00

1

2009-05-02T23:18:00.001-05:00

How long

2009-04-26T16:08:00.003-05:00

A lot of times I feel useless and forgotten like the unused tools in my garage. I've been hanging out on the wall for so long, I've forgotten how to be sharp, effective and used by God. Hopefully soon I will picked up and dusted off, ready and shining like the newest and proudest of stainless tools. God loves to take broken vessels (ones usually forgotten and neglected), pick them up and make them into instruments for more than common use or work. That's want I want to be, abnormal, intended and used for great things beyond what the world knows or understands. If God wants to use me as a servant, so be it, to pick up trash, so be it. Anything used by Him is neither common or expendable, but glorious and priceless in His mighty and gracious hands.

"For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do" (Ephesians 2:10).

Hope to have more photos coming soon.

new kids on the blog 2

2009-04-15T00:04:00.004-05:00

These little kids make the most interesting subject, the best by far!

party mix

2009-04-14T22:32:00.002-05:00

new kids on the blog

2009-04-09T23:58:00.002-05:00

I get the privilege of hanging out with these kids and impacting their lives. they rock!

the latest and maybe the greatest...maybe

2009-04-09T23:47:00.005-05:00

saturday morning camera duo

2009-04-04T23:06:00.002-05:00

Evan and I took a stroll this beautiful morning and ended up finding a great place to park and shoot throughout the park. another great day to experiment. alright!

bus stop

2009-03-30T17:59:00.003-05:00

I stepped out in front of this moving bus to get this awesome shot. please pray for my recovery

self-portrait perhaps

Wish I had a couple to pose on this bench for me. my friends are never around when I need them.

beautiful day

2009-03-23T00:20:00.004-05:00

Another fantastic walk through the park. I couldn't take shots of any people so trees had to do.

night shift

2009-03-21T23:16:00.006-05:00

lights were on down the street. like a moth to a flame, I explored. my first experiment shooting at night. it was fun

over the hill!

2009-03-20T20:12:00.004-05:00

An evening stroll produces some decent shots. with the sun setting, I got some really good color. I'm starting to get the hang of this a little more and it's exciting. alright!

happy 50th post

2009-03-20T11:44:00.007-05:00

My little nephew looking slightly pale.

I thought it also might be cool to post some of the design work that I have also been doing along with some of the photos altered in photoshop. With some images you can create some cool effects. I have a lot to learn and so far the journey has been so much fun.

Dallas

2009-03-19T23:07:00.003-05:00

I always try to keep my eyes open for interesting shots. that's what makes photography so fun and such a challenge. peace out

spring has sprung

2009-03-18T22:43:00.004-05:00

The pictures may not have turned out well, but I sure did enjoy the walk around the neighborhood.

now husband and wife

2009-03-16T00:17:00.004-05:00

March 15, 2009

Joey and his father.

Joey and Meg opening gifts at their couples shower. Megan was very excited.

The big day at last, Joey excited and ready as ever.

around

2009-03-16T00:13:00.001-05:00

I love doing this.

something a little different

2009-03-12T23:23:00.003-05:00

A cold, chilly evening, but I think I got some good shots. my hands started to go numb. I love Texas weather, dont you.

the camera turns on me

2009-03-12T13:49:00.003-05:00

more of Evan

2009-03-08T22:13:00.005-05:00

this one caused some commotion

If you haven't signed up to follow my blog, please do, because it will notify you when something new is posted. thanks and peace out.

all natural

2009-03-08T21:11:00.005-05:00

this guy is a natural... natural stallion!

Gage+Dad+playground=fun

2009-03-07T17:18:00.004-06:00

nothing is as fun as hanging out with Dad

he has a different face for every situation

locked and loaded

2009-03-07T17:14:00.002-06:00

guns were not loaded, for real

I look like Jack Bauer or he looks like me

lost in the woods with too much time

2009-03-07T00:01:00.004-06:00

taken with my friend's canon (in the woods). it was an awesome time just being guys.

little brother

2009-03-06T23:51:00.003-06:00

back to Life and slowly breathing

2009-03-06T23:24:00.006-06:00

my favorite

notice Eric's reflection...skills

Eric and Gran at my grandfather's grave a couple months ago.

I'm back

2009-03-06T23:10:00.004-06:00

This was a family and their children that I had dinner with. They were very willing for me to take their picture.

I know you have missed me and the greatness that is Daily Orange Juice. I'm still drinking my juice, but probably not as much, it's expensive. I'm presently attending seminary which I totally love. I will not be writing so much as I will be posting new photography. I will mainly use this blog to update particular people and events that I have chosen to shoot. It's easier to view the images online than for me to send individuals photos to everyone through email. This photography adventure is something that I've been putting my hands into and I really enjoy it, although it's very difficult. So feel free to comment and let me know what you think. Thanks and gig-em.

One More

2008-05-16T22:49:00.004-05:00

I was convinced to post another feed per request. I'm not going to write much just show a video that was made for one of my classes. It was our final project and I was really excited how it turned out. So check it out and hope you enjoy. Most of the credit goes to my partner who did all the editing and stuff. Let me know if you don't get it. Grace and Peace

Out of Service

2008-05-12T22:25:00.005-05:00

I probably have no readers by now and I don't blame you. I haven't posted anything in awhile. Life is getting busier now that I have started school again. My first day was great and I really felt that I wanted to be there. So this informative site will be in temporary park for some time until I choose to bring it back to life. Who knows, maybe some people still need to catch up on what happened months ago.

Thanks again to all you faithful readers. Thanks again for your great comments. It has been worth the time to write and hopefully worth your time to read. This has given me the opportunity to learn how to write better.

It has been a privilege for me to join you in this great blog adventure. If you want to know what is going on, just call me, please. I would appreciate it.

I love you all. God bless.

Signing off,

Jaret

My Time Overseas...

2008-04-18T08:11:00.004-05:00

It's good to be back in the U.S. You really appreciate clean water and a clean environment after being overseas for awhile. It was a fantastic trip and I'm so glad that I went. This is just a small look at some things. I will have more up later.

I Hate Being Late

2008-04-03T18:46:00.003-05:00

Grace and peace to all my family and friends:
Again, thanks for being faithful in reading. I haven't really given you much to read lately. As you may already know my time with Josh and the ministry is fading away. My blog seems to be following the same pattern. I'm sure it will be up for awhile, but probably won't be updated any more soon, since I will be at home. My official last day is April 25.
Seminary will start soon and the world will get busier. It's so hard to stop and take a rest during our busy schedules. The thing I miss the most is really taking patient time to seek Jesus and spend time with him. It is so sweet when we do. I need your help and I will give you mine in spurring one another on to seek first the kingdom.
So, this Sunday I will be taking off for my international trip to Romania and Greece. Yes, I am very excited and a little nervous. I have never been this far away from home. You cannot call me or I can't call you during April 6-16. Sorry. I will not be able to answer. I will miss you all and covet your prayers.
May the Lord bless you richly with his presence.

Where's Jaret

2008-03-12T15:48:00.007-05:00

I love you guys!

Sorry for the delay in another post. Right now I'm at Pensacola Beach in Florida and then back to LA on Friday. It's really nice. These are some upcoming places where I'll be:

Oklahoma

Charlotte, NC

Missouri

Arkansas

Romania

Greece

Georgia

South Carolina

Tennessee

Then I found some old photos to put up.

I found this dolphin to ride on.

Some of the guys on the sail boat.

These were pictures that I took of a church bathroom in LA. It was a little scary when I first walked in. Made you feel manly, though. Nothing like wild animals joining you in the restroom.

Classic

2008-02-27T11:47:00.010-06:00

This video is from a church that we visited in LA. It was a neat church with great leadership. They did a spoof on Journey, the awesome band from the 80's. I thought this was hilarious. You really have to see the original video to understand why they made it this way. You can look it up on youtube and search for Journey. It's easy to find. The song is called separate ways. You have to watch it all the way through. Thanks and gig em.

Never Good Enough

2008-02-27T10:57:00.002-06:00

Are you ready to be entertained?

As you know I’m preparing to go to seminary. I’m going to express a theological thought that has changed how I see certain life experiences. Brace yourself! This one is a little lengthy. It takes me awhile to put something together that will make sense. Hopefully, you can follow along. I don’t want to just write something lengthy but something that explains what I’ve chewed on for years and will continue to chew on for the rest of my life. This is a passage that has meant a lot to me and given great peace to my soul in times of self reflection. It has confused me, encouraged me, and left me just frustrated. It’s good to wrestle with scripture, it’s a humbling experience.

I want to write about the first half of Hebrews chapter 12. It is a hard, but glorious text full of encouragement when understood. It’s full of rich meaning and truth. The chapter covers so much, but I want to focus on a certain part, mainly verses 4-11. It’s hard to leave out verses 1-3, because those set up the whole context for the rest of the text and wrap up the passage by pointing the reader back to Jesus and his example of long-suffering. So starting in verse 4:

In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood. And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons:

“My son, do not make light of the Lord’s discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son.”

Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father? If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons. Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live! Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness.

Then the author of Hebrews drops this amazing verse in there to further enhance the importance of endurance and trust in the father. He sympathizes with the reader at a much needed time. Continuing with verse 11:

No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

After reading that you just have to go, wow. Then follows a,” what does that mean?” The meaning is not mysterious though; we can take many things and build our strong foundation on how God treats us as sons. There are many exhortations in that passage, ones that are good and meant to protect the children of God. A Father who loves us also wants to protect and provide for us.

The redeemed of God who have walked with Him for any period of time know that we cannot always walk high on the mountain; sometimes we have to tread through the valleys. The church in America seems to tell us that we always have to put on the nice face and play as if everything was alright (opening another discussion, but I must finish this one). It’s not always alright, so what is going on during a time like this and how should we see and approach the situation. This is what I’ve struggled with over the years.

In times when I feel distant from the Lord, I feel as though I’m doing something wrong. Jesus likes to humble his people and gradually, but surely he shows us more and more how wicked we are. I’m thinking, what’s going on here and why is this happening? Nobody ever explained to me that this was normal and a part of the Christian life. Thankfully I came across this text and God spoke to my heart in a wonderful way. Four years ago I experienced a period in my life where I knew God was doing something, but I did not know what. I was scared and honestly I thought I had lost my salvation. I’ve learned a lot since then. As I was reading this passage one night, it leaped off the page at me. The Holy Spirit was saying, “This is what I’m allowing you to go through.” At that point I experienced a thrilling peace! A huge weight was lifted. I realized there is a purpose in this misery and loneliness, because that’s what it felt like.

Remember what it said in verse 11, the discipline seems painful at the time. It can be very painful and sometimes there is no end in sight. This was the question posed to me, how much pain is there and was the pain that I was experiencing actually discipline from the Lord? It seems strange at first, but I hoped I was, because that meant I was a legitimate child of God being instructed by his discipline. There was really no previous standard of pain to compare it to. Jesus wanted me to trust him and trust in His word. He wanted me to be thankful and content for the present situation. At the moment, I was just thinking about the present and not the future. Christ wants to conform us to the image of himself and it takes time and long-suffering.

To wrap things up, I wanted to touch on something that you probably were curious about. I mentioned it at the beginning, but you forgot while enduring through this compilation of thoughts. It was the title, never good enough. You may have caught on to where I was going with this, but I want to explain why I used it briefly. That statement refers more to what the enemy says to rob me of the joy and knowledge that God is working. When grey clouds hover over my head, the enemy tries his best to inject lies into my mind. He says, “You will never be good enough.” He’s right and there my hope is not put in myself, but in Christ Jesus, my hope of glory. He has forgotten that Jesus saves.

The darkness lasts for only awhile. Freedom comes! God’s word engulfs the darkness shining like the sun into my weary soul. The battle continues in seeing God for who he is and how he sees us. There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. I no longer want to live under the cloud of the Law. Christ redeemed us from the Law (Galatians 3). Patience and suffering mark this journey, but the journey is one worth fighting for.

Home and Gone Again

2008-02-17T20:30:00.010-06:00

At the moment, I’m in Florida. In my last blog I said that I was on my way home. Well, I made it and it went by really fast. I was home for only a week, but it was a great time. I can't even remember what I did on some days. I got to hang out with the family except my brother who will be home soon. The whole week I was anticipating what the weekend was going to be like at the Passion conference.
I attended the conference last year in Atlanta and it was amazing. I can’t really compare the two because they were done in two different ways and were awesome in their own way. The events took place over Friday and Saturday in Dallas. I was excited about joining the body of Christ, mostly college students, in times of worship and prayer. Add to that great teaching from two honest and real men of God who have a passion for Jesus. They shared their heart and purpose for the conference not to be just another Christian huddle, but a movement to change the world and exalt the renown and fame of Jesus.
So young men and women joined together from around the southern United States to seek God and make his name known to all the college campuses represented there at the conference. The worship was amazing and the teaching challenging. It really made me think which I love to do. It was thrilling to worship without shame and with all your strength among the 6000 students. A lot of things were brought to the table to chew on and they will take awhile to sink in. Francis Chan talked about the Holy Spirit and the power that really indwells us as Christians. The heartbeat of the place was a passion for Jesus and to see his kingdom spread throughout the earth. They encouraged us to think big and believe God for great things that are possible with only him. However with that admonition, they added that God looks for people who are faithful with the small things in life. Some big things may seem small, like taking care of orphans or trusting God to redeem your family, but they can grow into something larger. God wants to use his people to reach this broken world.
Will I step up, will you? Peace and Love
http://www.268generation.com/
P.S. miss you Chris (if you read this)

Almost Home

2008-02-08T19:56:00.001-06:00

Here are some more pictures that I have gathered the last couple of days.

I would like to write something awesome, but my mind is not in any condition to do so. Even though the last couple days have been relaxing on the Santa Barbara beach in California, I am mentally drained. I have one more stop to go tomorrow in Chicago then on my way home Sunday. It will be great to be back.

It has been tough being gone for so long. It’s been tough not being a part of a solid church body on a consistent basis. As Christians we should never try to do things alone. God has been showing me that. The body must function as a whole gathering in the straying individuals around them with open, loving arms.

I did find out the other day that I was accepted into Dallas Theological Seminary, so that was exciting. I am still waiting to here back from Southwestern in Fort Worth, then I will make a decision on where I will be starting school in the summer. Praise the Lord for that.

Love
Jaret

Pages

2008-02-02T17:45:00.000-06:00

Throughout the last couple of years I have been doing my best at keeping a journal, not a diary. It's been written evidence into my spiritual journey with the Lord and just what's going on in my life. I don't share it with too many people. Sometimes I pick certain parts out to tell and wanted to do that in a post. This was something I wrote about that happened on a plane while I was in Canada last week.

Journal Entry
1/28/08
By the time I boarded the plane, I was tired of flying. Before we even took off the people around me were talking to me. It was a little out of the norm. They were all Canadian and I concluded that most Canadian people were nice. Before I sat down, this lady asked me to switch seats with her so she could sit down by her husband. I thought that was simple enough. So I ended up by this man and we talked about all kinds of stuff. He told me about what he did and I shared the same. It was a pleasure to speak with him. I didn’t think he was a Christian so I wanted to swing the conversation to God. He made it rather simple. So I got to share the Gospel with him and ended up explaining a lot of stuff because he had many questions. They were good questions too. We talked for about an hour and a half. It went well. When we landed this couple behind us told me thanks for sharing. At first I was confused, but they said they had been listening. They said they were Christians and had been praying for me. It was such an encouragement.

miss you guys, love
Jaret

California pics

2008-01-31T21:00:00.000-06:00

Here I am down on the pier. It was a little cold, but really nice.

This one reminds me of the footprints story. It was great to just walk down the beach. The surrounding cities around L.A. have really been neat to experience and learn from.

A Part of the Body

2008-01-31T00:31:00.001-06:00

Back in August I posted something about a church that we visited in Georgia and how awesome it was. I would like to develop a series about the body of Christ. All over the world there are different parts all vital to the whole. If that church was an arm than the one we visited last night was the heart. What a privilege to see the body function in grace and love, the way it should.

I will talk about that in my next post and tell you about this wonderful place where I wish all of you could visit. I was just there for a couple of hours and wow, what a place to be welcomed in. I mean it, absolutely refreshing.

It will take me awhile to describe this place and bring it justice with my simple words.

So keep reading and watching. I'm going to bed.

God's Word Stands

2008-01-27T21:38:00.000-06:00

The flying has stopped for now. After all the dust has settled, I have ended up in Los Angeles. The next tour starts tomorrow and I am looking forward to spending this time in California. I had a great time in Canada, but was relieved to get back to a warmer climate. All of this running around that I've been doing is taking a tole on me mentally and physically. However, the Lord is providing strength and grace in which I am undeserving.

Yesterday was my birthday and I received so many call and messages from friends and family that were really a blessing and encouragement. I am getting old fast. Today is my grandfather's birthday and I along with the rest of my family misses him because he died last August. So today was tough on my family. So the occasion reminded me of something that happened during his funeral.

My Dad had asked me to open up the funeral with an introduction and prayer. In the time leading up to the start of the funeral I was carrying around my Bible reading little verses and talking to family and friends. I believe the Lord led me to a chapter in Psalms. I had written down some things I wanted to say to everyone that was there. I thought I could maybe preach a little sermon, but Jesus had other plans. When things started and I began to speak. I said a couple things welcoming and thanking all for coming, then believed the Lord moved me to abandon my plans and just read the scripture. God's word would change people and stand forever with lasting effects. The tears and emotion began to build up and shortly overflowed beyond my control. I could not say what I wanted and with tears flowing asked the pastor to read this (bear with the length, for it is worth it).

I love the LORD, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy.

Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live.

The cords of death entangled me, the anguish of the grave came upon me; I was overcome by trouble and sorrow.

Then I called on the name of the Lord: "O LORD, save me!"

The LORD is gracious and righteous; our God is full of compassion.

The LORD protects the simplehearted; when I was in great need, he saved me.

Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the LORD has been good to you.

For you, O LORD, have delivered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling, that I may walk before the LORD in the land of the living.

I believed; therefore I said, "I am greatly afflicted."

And in my dismay I said, "All men are liars."

How can I repay the LORD for all his goodness to me?

I will lift up the cup of salvation and call on the name of the LORD.

I will fulfill my vows to the LORD in the presence of all his people.

Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints.

O LORD, truly I am your servant; I am your servant, the son of your maidservant; you have freed me from my chains.

I will sacrifice a thank offering to you and call on the name of the LORD.

I will fulfill my vows to the LORD in the presence of all his people, in the courts of the house of the LORD- in your midst, O Jerusalem.

Praise the LORD.

Psalm 116

Thanks for reading, all five of you.

Love

No Hurry

2008-01-23T21:03:00.001-06:00

Today was a day of delays and more delays. Praise the Lord for patience. I jumped from city to city and plane to plane just to make it to Birmingham, Alabama.
I miss being home. My time in Pennsylvania skiing was awesome. The area was so nice.

On the Road Again

2008-01-13T22:18:00.001-06:00

Once again, thank you to those who read. Somehow we need to pass the word along to others, especially my family. I assume we all have computers.

Well, that's exactly where I am, on the road. The wheels on the bus are turning, the air is cold, and I have no idea where we are headed. I just know when we get there. This morning I flew into Missouri and joined the rest of the team. It was good to see all the guys and start pretty much right where we left off. The upcoming tour will be my longest away from home so far, something like 26 days. Rushing right back into life on the road is a little weird since I have been at home so long. I already miss my family. Today was pretty relaxing, just a prime opportunity to think about things and look at the stars as we drove through the hills of Arkansas. However I'm ready to get back to work. Bring it on.

Since the time gone is extended, obviously I will be visiting many different places. A lot of jumping around the country will take place. There will be some time in between for break that I will spend in Pennsylvania skiing and staying with Wade and his family. He is the other intern. I'm excited about that, especially skiing. I haven't been since high school.
Here are some destinations.

Covington, LA
Jackson, MS
Longview, TX
Birmingham, AL
Canada
Los Angeles, CA
San Francisco, CA
Chicago, IL

Some present thoughts.
Love the Lord, your God with all your mind.
They will know us by our love for one another.
We were once dead in our sins, like those lost who I look down upon.

Love, Jaret

A Fork in the Road

2008-01-09T22:58:00.000-06:00

My time off is coming to an end. It has been great, but it's time to get back to work and life on the road. Hopefully I will make the transition smoothly again. I realize though that the sleeping in I've been used to will be scarce.

I've enjoyed the time off with family and friends. My brother will be going back to college all by himself. I will miss him, we had the opportunity to spend lots of quality time together. Of course we also acted like brothers do and fought with each other whenever possible. It makes me smile. He really enjoyed being back home and made the most of it.

So far nothing I've wrote had to do with a fork or a road, so I will get to that.

I knew at the end of college I would be traveling with the ministry, so I didn't worry much about what my next step would be. I knew that I would not be making the big step into the business world quite yet. That time will come soon. Looking a little farther ahead though I was unclear on what would happen next. I was trusting the Lord to guide and direct my path which he did. He is always faithful. The time is approaching when I will have to make some decisions on whether to go back to school and work full or part time. Another opportunity to trust fully in the King of the Universe. I still am not totally sure what I would like to do, sometimes I think he doesn't even matter what I would like, what about Jesus. However, I do see myself involved in Christian ministry somehow in the future. To what capacity, I'm not sure?

So the good news is that I have submitted my application and other needed information to two seminaries that I would like to attend starting this summer. The internship will be over by then. One is Dallas Theological Seminary downtown and the other is a little farther out in Fort Worth. It is Southwestern Baptist Theological. Both are great schools so I'm hoping that I get accepted into only one so it makes the decision a little easier. Right now I will wait and see what their decisions will be and then step out in faith into the next exciting chapter of my life.

So that is the fork that I see off in the distance. Not a life-threatening decision, but a big one indeed that it will have on the finances.

In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps.

Proverbs 16:9

Thoughts during Christmas

2007-12-25T22:41:00.000-06:00

This is a little something I wrote during a Christmas Eve service at church. I think the Lord really gave me something to think about and write. Like, why is the Christian life so hard sometimes and how do you respond to those instances?

Men, whose paths are marked by trial and failure, those men know what it is to need and depend on the power of the Holy Spirit. These are the type of men I want to follow. Plans, purposes, and actions that have time after time been brought forth by the flesh. Realizing that afterward, without the working of the Holy Spirit, nothing would last for eternity. Only the Spirit of God has the power to change men's hearts and bring forth real fruit. This fruit is lasting, bearing more and more as the person grows in the grace and knowledge of God. The roots of the Christian life struggle to break the stony ground. Then the small endures through flood and drought. These roots grow steadily into a solid, mighty oak, which later on withstand those very things that tried to extinguish its life at a young age. Perseverance, comes through joy and hardship. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

A Brief Update

2007-12-06T21:56:00.000-06:00

I wrote before that I would be going to Chile in January. That no longer is true. Today I decided not to go on the trip and look forward to the upcoming international trips in the Spring. I will now be able to attend the weddings of some of my good friends. It's exciting when everyone I know is getting married, except me, really.

Time Out!

2007-12-02T21:28:00.001-06:00

Once again, I have been lacking in posting a new segment. Since I have not been traveling for the past couple of weeks and there has not been a great need to show anything. Nothing really spectacular has happened. The tour for the ministry is done traveling for the fall. It was time for a nice, extended break. With Thanksgiving and Christmas coming up, it was time to hang out with the family.

I will not go back on the road until the beginning of January. At that time, I will be taking off to Chile. It will be my first time down that far south in South America. I am looking forward to this trip and what God has in store.

I said earlier that Thanksgiving was coming up, but it has actually already passed. It was an enjoyable time to see some family that I don’t usually see. I had the chance to hang out with my stepbrother and his son, Gage. He is eighteen months and such a joy to watch and play with.

So, while at home I am working back at the daycare that I worked at back in high school. I just needed a little work over the break and it’s keeping me busy. I jump at any chance to make money and work with my hands. So getting dirty and putting up Christmas lights is now back on the agenda. I plan to sleep in, read some books that keep stacking up, and learn how to pray better. Along with that visit and hang out with people that I like to catch up with whenever I am back home. I like to and have to keep up with old friends.

Thanks again to those who are keeping up with my struggling blog. Please stay with me and enjoy.

Love

Sunday in Chi-town

2007-11-13T08:46:00.000-06:00

This last Sunday, we were in Chicago for the whole day. It was an incredible time from being part of a growing inner city church and the youth event that night. Church was awesome. It was good to be a part of the body of Christ. Too often, when I get the chance to attend churches like this, I forget that all churches are not the same and will not look the same. There are different backgrounds, colors, ethnic groups, and styles. I was reminded that God is gathering together a people for himself from every tribe, tongue, and nation. God is not partial and he loves to save anyone. I was judgmental on the way some people looked. Am I any more special or spiritual than they are, probably NO? These people were alive and worshiped in the freedom of the Holy Spirit and it was so refreshing to see. God is working mightily in the people of Chicago and drawing many families and children to him. Praise the Lord.

I was so excited about the youth event when I was told a couple days before that one of my favorite Christian rappers, Tedashi, was going to be there(that's him and me backstage). He was a real neat guy and took the time out to talk to me for awhile. He was a real encouraging and down to earth. Humility preceded his every word and action. He said that he has to be careful not to put himself into a category where he is untouchable. I thought that was so awesome.

It was a great experience getting to hear him live. I had seen him once before at school, but never got the chance to meet him. I so enjoy his music and the music of his fellow rappers. It is Christ centered and full of solid biblical and theological truths. The group that he is apart of is called 116 clique. That made up that name from Romans 1:16. Their songs are more solid than most sermons that you hear today.

Thanks for reading.
Jaret

(Tedashi and I throwing the 116 sign)

Running with the BIG DOGS

2007-11-09T13:28:00.000-06:00

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will. Romans 12:2

Today I boarded a short flight to Charlotte, NC. Tonight I will be attending the national Christian apologetics conference at Calvary church. There will be about 5000 people consisting of pastors, authors, and lay people from around the world. I have been looking forward to this event for some time. I enjoy the study of apologetics and God uses them to draw people to himself and further his kingdom. I am excited about listening and learning from older, wiser men of the faith. There will also be the chance to meet some of the higher profile speakers and authors like Lee Strobel, Chuck Colson and Erwin Lutzer. These are neat men who have been around awhile and love to serve the church. Not sure what things will look like or what exactly will happen. However, it will be a great experience and one that I will remember for my whole life.

This tour is coming to an end and I am getting tired. God is teaching me many things and I hope to come to trust him completely for everything that is coming in the near future.

Beau, let me know again what you think of apologetics. See you soon brother.

For you dedicated blog-watchers

2007-11-05T12:45:00.000-06:00

First, I want to apologize for not updating my blog for the past couple of weeks. I really don’t have to stay that it has been busy; sometimes it is hard to figure out what to write about. It would be meaningless to just write about day to day trivial tasks. I don’t want to put out meaningless words and rhetoric. I want to have meat and substance in my writing. I want to create something that causes people to think and examine themselves. But, when have I ever had that.

Frequently people ask me where have I been and where I am going. I pause for a second and think about what is the best way to answer. Most of the time, I have no idea where we are going. I am able to recall a little bit of the past because most everything now blends together. The places and things that I have seen just get jumbled all together. I truly wish that I could distinguish between everything that I have done.

We arrive in a new city every day and participate in what is planned for that day. Usually when everything is over and we are all packed up, we get something to eat and head to our next destination. Now, it’s not as simple as that and it’s not just another item to complete on the list. Every place is special and I look forward to each individual I meet and each unique church or school we get to interact with.

Most everybody is familiar with Dorothy and the Wizard of Oz. I want to compare myself with how Dorothy felt in the movie when the tornado picked up her house and transported her to the Land of Oz. Trapped in her small house and unable to see where she was going, she didn’t know where she was until she arrived. She was captured by a whirlwind which took her to a place that she least expected. When she arrived, she discovered things that changed her life forever and caused her to mature in her thinking. With that silly story, I want to say that I feel somewhat like that when I travel. The bus that I ride is like the house that Dorothy traveled in. It seems like the outside is cut off and I don’t make contact until we arrive at our desired stop. It seems that I am just along for the ride. Excitement and thankfulness overcome me when we get there safely.

I just realized that I forgot what the point of this article was. Also, I didn’t add very much substance. It will come and hope to get some good feedback. Thank you for staying with me and praying for me. I miss my family and friends all the time. The Lord Jesus is doing awesome work and stretching me in ways that are hard to express in words. I have spoken to some of you about these things and would be excited and humbled to share with more of you. May you grow in the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ and don’t be afraid to admit that you are struggling. The body of Christ needs to be open and honest with those inside and outside of the church.

This will most likely be the topic of my next blog.
Preach it with Passion.
Love, Jaret

Youth of our nation

2007-10-08T18:57:00.000-05:00

(Here, Josh is speaking to a crowd of kids and adults during a small town block party.)

As I have mentioned before, Josh loves to speak to youth. Put any size crowd in front of him and he will light up and give them his all. His main goal is to reach youth through speaking to them about biblical truth. However he doesn't leave them with just what to believe, but why they can believe in Jesus and the Bible.

Every where we go Josh speaks to both youth and their parents. The overarching goal and purpose though is to impact the youth of this generation. Josh sees that we are losing the youth in our churches and realizes how they have been abandoned and hurt. His whole life has been devoted to studying youth and their culture, and how to best reach them. I feel honored and love to be a part of what the ministry is doing. We see so many people, but really do get to interact on an individual basis whenever possible.

My responsibilities keep me busy and take up most of the time during an event. Every now and then I get to meet and speak to students. I've had the privilege of meeting some neat kids around the country. I thought they would never listen to me, but I really show that I care about them. I want them to know the person of Jesus Christ. The two main events or seminars that we put on are a parent/adult seminar and a youth seminar. Josh speaks to students from all kinds of churches and schools for three hours. It keeps their attention very well. Coming into their world must mean a lot to them because they really listen and desire to seek truth and learn more about Christianity.

The youth seminars usually take place during the week when students are in school. We go to Christian schools and churches. When we arrive, we unload the packed van and head inside to get things ready in a timely fashion. My goal is to find the person in charge of sound and media and become best friends immediately. I work to get the sound stuff set up and make sure the PowerPoint presentation is working properly. When I feel good about those two things, I typically go help the other guys with resources.

The youth seminar consists of three talks; Josh's testimony, the validity of the Bible, and a talk on abstinence and true love. The last one is when he gets the most reaction from the students and even the parents. He really challenges his audience to think and be smart about the choices they make. He is straight forward when speaking and regularly shocks you with some of the things he says. This 68 year old man acts a lot younger in the midst of a youthful audience. They give him new life.

At the end of the first talk Josh walks into the audience to ask students questions about their faith. This part is very interesting, but more than anything really sad. I will show you what I mean. The first question asked is, “are you a Christian?” Typically the student replies, “Yes.” Then he asks, “Why.” You should see their faces; you would think it was a trick question. Then over and over, student after student, around the country give heartbreaking answers. They go like this, “Because, I believe in God,” which is the wrong answer, “Because of my parents” and “Because, I have faith.” These are the obstacles that we are trying to repair. None of them know why the Bible is true and very few have convictions where their faith is played out in changing their life. Students are desperate for answers and the church is part to blame.

In the end, they come out of that seminar knowing they are not alone and they can trust in the Bible, as being without error and unchanged. They really absorb the information, because they are hungry for answers. They see that there is absolute truth and a lot of their post-modern thinking is wrong. May the Lord continue to reach this younger generation for His glory.

Preach it with passion.

Thoughts from the road

2007-10-01T22:48:00.000-05:00

Being on the road has been an adventure, one with trials and triumphs. It is hard to be away from my family and friends for a period of time. However, I am delighted to know that they are praying for me and missing me too. So thank you to my family and friends for all your support. Feel free to call my anytime during the day. I would love to hear from you.

This post may not have an intended purpose to make you laugh or tell you a story. It will just be a compilation of thoughts over the past weeks and the things that have played a role into culminating those thoughts and eventually actions. Then again I may not even be able to completely express those thoughts in writing. Most of the time that is hard for me to do.

I love to pursue and ponder my walk with Christ. I know the Lord is full of grace and justice. In his mercy he still pursues and loves those that he has called to righteousness. One of the questions that I have been thinking about during this time is whether we grow more in pursuing the Lord in our own strength or when we or I learn the most during times that seem dry? Maybe it is both or maybe it is not even worth questioning. How do you miss a man that you have never seen but, you have spoken with him and he answers in return? Than man is Jesus Christ and in his endless mercy he chooses to love and speak to his rebellious creation.

Take a step out of where you are and even into the expanse of the universe. Wonder at how much God has created, speaking the world and the heavens into existence. He knows every star and something that truly amazes me is that he knows every needle on every tree on his earth.

(Who is like the LORD our God, the One who sits enthroned on high, who stoops down to look on the heavens and the earth? Psalm 113:5-6)

These thoughts should humble us and cause us to fall at the feet of King Jesus in wonder and fear. I always wonder why I cannot bring myself to this level of humility. Perhaps God will bring me there and that is best. Am I rebelling against my creator in not responding rightly to him? Does he have the right to crush me in his justice? He certainly does. How the psalmist David cried; O Lord, I identify with his cry and say how wonderful the father’s love that he would crush his son instead.

(Our God is a God who saves; from the Sovereign LORD comes escape from death. Psalm 68:20)

The world should weep in thankfulness; however they curse and blaspheme the very God that created their wicked tongue. However, I cannot put myself before any of these. I am to love my enemy and even pray for them. Where would I be if God had not snatched me from the fire? I desire the passion do help snatch others from the flames, but only Christ can produce that.

(…He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. 2 Peter 3:9)

Ultimately that is what answers my thoughts and questions. You ask what, that what, is the sovereignty of God. God knows best and will do as he pleases. He causes all things to work together for his purpose. I cannot question my creator. Paul says in Romans, “But who are you, O man, to talk back to God? “Shall what is formed say to him who formed it, “Why did you make me like this?”

I hope that you can understand a little of what I am writing. I miss you all and hope that you are finding refuge in King Jesus.
Preach it with Passion

Pictures from the road

2007-09-29T09:53:00.001-05:00

Hiking in Minnesota.

Underground cave with a little water pond(it was really cold).

Log cabin that I stayed at in Wisconsin.

Ward, he looks 50, but he really is 97!

Me in downtown Chicago.

Destination unknown 2

2007-09-29T08:21:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone, I realize that I have not updated this silly blog in awhile and I apologize. There will be more coming soon. I get running around and forget what is important. Right now we are up north and it is beautiful country. These are some of the places I will be in October.

Jackson, MI
Wyoming, MI
Elgin, IL
Beloit, WI
Lincoln, IL
St. Louis, MO
Washington DC
Concord, NC
Lynchburg, VA
Rocky Mount, NC
Myrtle Beach, SC

Things are going well on the bus and on the road. I'm still trying to get used to sleeping and swaying at the same time. One thing that I have been looking forward to is experiencing a real winter up north. In Texas I have not had the privilege of seeing an abundance of snow. So I hoping to ride out a blizzard, which probably won't happen, but I will take anything now. It has been a joy seeing God's creation around the country. North Carolina has probably been my favorite so far. Minnesota comes in pretty close though.

May the Lord bless you.

Destination unknown

2007-09-08T13:23:00.000-05:00

If you are wondering where I have been or where I am going, then this is for you. Sorry for not even knowing where I am myself. It gets pretty crazy. See you soon. Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ. I will post more about where I will be going later.

August
Raleigh, NC
Lynchburg, VA- Jerry Falwell's church
Media, PA
Rocky Mount, NC
Ramseur, NC
Ringgold, GA
Evans, GA
Myrtle Beach, SC
Winston Salem, NC

September
Washington Island, WI
Milwaukee, WI
Beloit, WI
Chicago, IL
Elkhart, IN
Fort Wayne, IN
Brentwood, TN
Memphis, TN
Fort Smith, AR
Booker, TX
Minneapolis, MN
Naperville, IL
Rochester, MN

The Island

2007-09-07T22:09:00.001-05:00

Washington Island, Wisconsin, a place where the goats eat grass on the roofs and the squirrels swim from island to island.

It sounds a little strange I know, but I will try to explain as much as possible. Wednesday I flew into Wisconsin and our destination was the island or bust. The bus was loaded onto the ferry which was pretty interesting watching it rock around the ferry. It had been awhile since I had been on a large boat. Getting to be on the water and watch the waves crashing against the boat brought back memories of past cruises that I had been on with my family. The sounds and smells of the open water were wonderful. It was a great time to relax and just think. God’s creation was screaming at me and I wanted to respond in worship.

The island was really nice and it reminded me a lot of the Caribbean. It was like a little resort island surrounded by sailing boats and rich forests. I was trying to compare it to something and the only thing that I could come up with was a mix between a small town and Gilligan’s Island. While we were driving around we past this small house where we thought we saw animals moving on top of the roof. We stopped because we thought they were fake, but they were not. They were well alive and just enjoying some fresh grass on the roof. It was awesome and funny at the same time. We got a good laugh out of it. I will never forget it.

All the strange stories on the island were about the local wildlife. The island is surrounded by Lake Michigan and the residents told us that when it freezes over the animals just stroll from island to island. The wildest story was about the squirrels and their navigation habits. Someone told that they swim, that’s right swim, from island to island. I don’t know how they know where they are going or why, but I couldn’t believe it. I never saw a squirrel swimming even when I took a small dip in the lake. The water was so refreshing.

The experience with the people and their cooking was fantastic. They were so hospitable and willing to help. Josh had the opportunity to speak Thursday night for three hours and his message impacted a lot of people. The people were so excited because they had been praying about this event for a long time. I’m learning that the Holy Spirit does his work even though it doesn’t seem like it.

Preach it with passion!

Who is this guy?

2007-08-29T16:53:00.000-05:00

I have to admit at first he looks a little goofy. I think to myself, what is he wearing? His style is unheard of amongst the people of his generation and mine. If you guessed Josh, you are correct. That is my boss, the one and only. Yes, that is his regular everyday attire. Everyday it is a different color and style. Whatever the kids like, he likes.

Josh has his own unique style. His outreach brings him in contact with lots of youth students around the world. I have watched him interact with kids and the first thing they talk about is his clothes. Usually they ask wear he gets his shoes. He likes to buy bright colored shoes that draw attention. It is a great way to connect with the youth of today’s culture, and it works. He has fun with it and it’s great to watch and observe.
I don’t suggest it for everyone.
Preach it with Passion

Parts of the body

2007-08-27T07:32:00.000-05:00

Have you ever wondered where the other parts of the body are and what they do? Have you ever tried to walk around with your eyes closed? You can't; sooner or later you will fall. Now, I'm not talking about the human body, but the Body of Christ. Often as believers we don't get the opportunity to travel and see other churches around the U.S. The body of Christ, his church, is made up of many parts. The bible says in 1 Corinthians 12:

21The eye cannot say to the hand, "I don't need you!" And the head cannot say to the feet, "I don't need you!" On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it. Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it.

I have had the honor of getting to visit different churches throughout this first of week of my travels. I have really enjoyed what I have seen. One day I get to interact with an arm and the next day with a leg. Each church is an essential part of the body. Jesus is faithful as he builds his church around the world. It is a joy to see and be a part of. On Sunday, we were in Evans, GA at a neat church called West Acres Baptist church. (http://www.westacres.net/templates/cuswestacres/default.asp?id=31087)

From the time we were there until when we left, the people were so nice and helpful in every way. They really desired to serve. Worship was awesome since I haven't gotten to be a part of corporate worship in awhile. It is a great encouragement to see the body growing and maturing in the Lord. This place was different. There was a sincere heart for worship and brokenness. The people worshiped freely as the Holy Spirit brings freedom. The church had to go to two services because they were growing. People came to the altar to lay themselves down in sacrifice. Friends and family gathered around them in love and prayer. God was moving and bringing reconciliation to his people. Praise the Lord for being Truth.
Thank you for posting.

Preach it with Passion

The wheels on the bus...

2007-08-19T19:38:00.000-05:00

The wheels on the bus go round and round, round and round. That childhood song now becomes a reality more than ever. The nine month journey ahead will be a crazy adventure. I'm looking foward to with much excitement and anticipation. Nine months will be spent hopping around the U.S. on planes, a large bus, and a mini-van.

Most of the travel will be spent on the large touring bus. It will be are main mode of transportation. However, it's not just any ordinary touring bus. It's packed out with some sweet amenities including my bunk bed, where I will sleep while we travel long hours. When you enter the bus, you arrive at the bus drivers seat. Hugh is the driver and later I will introduce him to you. He is a funny character. From front to back there is a small couch area followed by a little kitchen area. This area stays pretty messy. I failed to mention there are six other gentlemen traveling on the bus with me. You will meet them later, indirectly of course. After the kitchen, you have a small restroom and six bunks, three stacked on each side. I'm looking foward to taking trips to the toilet in the middle of the night, going 70 mph down the highways of America. I've heard it's something you have to experience. Then in the very back Josh has a small bedroom/cell which is packed full with who knows what. Hopefully, that paints a good mental picture of what the bus consists of.

Upon arrival to our destination, we will always check into a hotel. Remember, I didn't say there was a shower on the bus. In college, sometimes I went days without showering. Remember now, I was studying and working very hard to complete my degree. There is no time for showers. I don't tell many people that. I wonder if not having any dates during college had something to do with that.

Grace and peace from the Lord Jesus Christ.
Preach it...

Life after college

2007-08-15T23:33:00.000-05:00

Dear Family and Friends,

I hope this letter finds you well. I am writing to you with excitement and hope to speak with you or see you soon. I will be graduating from Texas A&M this August and then will start a new journey. The Lord Jesus has been so faithful these last four years and I trust that He will continue to be so much more than expected. He has directed my path and upheld me to this point and now has called me to take a different course.

The Lord has opened up an exciting opportunity for me to be a part of Josh McDowell Ministries. I will serve as a traveling assistant to with the ministry. My main task is to be as a servant to Josh and his fellow team. I am very excited to serve in this manner because I love to help in any way I can. I will have the opportunity to observe and learn about Christian ministry not only around the United States but throughout the whole world.

Josh is passionate about people and reaching them with the glorious gospel of Jesus Christ. Josh's main focus is towards the youth of this generation and generations to come. He very much desires to reach them for Christ and experience a transformed life through meaningful relationships and discipleship.

This is your invitation to join me in this ministry which is a division of Campus Crusade for Christ International. Whether it is through financial giving, prayer, or moral support, I would be honored to have you join me in God's work. As you feel the Lord's leading in this way, please contact me or feel free to fill out the enclosed envelope.

Thank you so much and please let me know if you have any questions.

May the Lamb receive the reward of his suffering!

Near the End

2007-08-02T15:29:00.000-05:00

Last night I was in the kitchen eating some cookies that I baked. I didn't bake them all by myself, I had some help. Anyways, usually when I get to enjoy some good food, I like to entertain deep thoughts. So last night I started to realize that I pretty much had a week of school left. I stood there and thought, okay, right now I should feel very excited, but the feelings did not flood my being. I'm not really sure why I did not experience those feeling at that time.

It's almost that I assume school in an academic sense will never end, because it hasn't for 18 years. It's a major part of my life. I start to think, well what am I supposed to do now? When students around me every where are frantically are throwing together resumes and looking for a job. Right now I am not in that position and I am so thankful. Jesus has given me comfort and contentment in my present situation.

I'm sure that later, realizing that I have finished school will sink in when I'm sitting at home bored out of my mind. Right now I can just look back and see God working in merciful ways. I ask myself, really, how did I get through all that. All glory be to God and his grace that flows in abundance. There is no way that I could ever finish school on my own. There is no way. It was all Christ and his purpose. I love the verse that is so true and has really been so evident in the last four years at college.

Jesus says, "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.

Preach It with passion.

For the newbies

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This is an introduction to my blog for those who are new to blogging. I, myself am new to blogging. The main purpose for the daily orange juice is to inform everyone who knows me about my upcoming internship with Josh McDowell Ministries, from here on out JMM. More stories and information about that will be upcoming, because all that starts in August. If you are wondering about why I chose to name this blog what I did, I will try to answer that. My family and those who have lived with me know that I really like orange juice. I especially like it in the morning to get me going. Others turn to coffee and nothing against coffee, but lets just say that I choose fresh orange juice. I try to have a glass every morning if I can. However, I thought of orange juice as symbolic of daily spending time with the Lord and getting into his word. I think that I need to have orange juice and I really need Jesus every morning. To come to him in complete surrender and dependance is a sweet and glorious thing, because you get to watch him work in his grace and faithfulness. Preach it!

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Travis+Morgan::Engagement

Rocky & Bella birthday party

splash summer swim bash

Bell Family

fascinated

my girl

Marshal+Hollye Wed

Cox Family

friday July 17

Ceballos family rewind

Katie+Justin wedding

flying through the summer

Ceballos family

The Bermans

My Dad

busy weekend

Georgetown + San Antonio

NEW website coming soon

The Woodlands

check mate

Hawaii trip 2009

monuments

going green

little friend

under construction+Hawaii vacation coming soon

emotion screams louder

nooks and alleys

monuments

nephew turns the big 3

evan...back on the streets of BIG D

bestest friends

a new morning

another one bites the dust

Marshal + Hollye

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How long

new kids on the blog 2

party mix

new kids on the blog

the latest and maybe the greatest...maybe

saturday morning camera duo

bus stop

beautiful day

night shift

over the hill!

happy 50th post

Dallas

spring has sprung

now husband and wife

around

something a little different

the camera turns on me

more of Evan

all natural

Gage+Dad+playground=fun

locked and loaded

lost in the woods with too much time

little brother

back to Life and slowly breathing

I'm back

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Out of Service

My Time Overseas...

I Hate Being Late

Where's Jaret

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Never Good Enough

Home and Gone Again

Almost Home

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A Part of the Body

God's Word Stands

No Hurry

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A Fork in the Road

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Thoughts during Christmas

A Brief Update